Hello my brother .. I am 27 , trust meee I know what you are talking ... I dont have any saving , no friends expect one .. I have only two things left in life .. to build something because of which people know me and earning enough money to gift my mom any fucking thing on the planet whenever I want .. I knowwww how you are feeling trust me ! ... If you want to get together and build some thing together I am ready ! .. but you yourself will have to find a MOTIVE ! .. for which you will fight .. no amount of consoling session here on HN will help