Apple at 40: The forgotten founder who gave it all away
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But it can be tempting!
In my case, I had the opportunity to be the first programmer at Apple. I told the story on Reddit a few years ago:
https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/h4n5w/
As you can imagine, I have wondered "what if?" more than a few times. :-)
But "what if?" can work both ways. I could have become a billionaire and one of the most famous people in Silicon Valley. Or Steve could have driven me from the mild depression I'd occasionally experienced into full-blown mental illness, as happened with one of Apple's earliest employees. You just don't know which way it could have turned out.
The other story on the front page today about Regis McKenna reminds me of one of the more remarkable coincidences I've encountered.
As I told in the Reddit story, when I walked out of Apple's answering service in 1976 I thought to myself, "Those guys are flakes! They're never going to make it."
It was one of those things that sticks in your mind. I remember vividly to this day exactly where I was walking and the exact words that were in my head.
A couple of years ago I was reading Michael Moritz's Return to the Little Kingdom and ran across this:
At first there was great uncertainty at the Regis McKenna Agency about Apple's prospects. The account executive, Frank Burge, explained, "People who knew Markkula and Apple wondered whether they would make it. We kept saying 'These guys are flakes. They’re never going to make it.'"
Other than "these" vs. "those", it's the exact same words I was thinking.
It was definitely a strange feeling to run across that quote!
Can you share who is this early employee? Couldn't find him using Google.
http://tradertim.blogspot.com/2007/07/lonesome-tale-of-burre...
> My understanding is that after the Macintosh-crazed 80s, he ran into some issues. Suffice it to say that I see him on the street at least a couple of times a month.
Might as well have said nothing at all.
Do we have any concrete reason to believe that was the case, or at least someone's anecdotal comments supporting it?
But from talking with friends who did work closely with Steve, what I can say for sure is that it seems like a real possibility that working with him could have had a very bad effect on my own mental health.
Maybe I missed an insanely great opportunity.
Maybe I dodged a bullet.
Who really knows? :-)
For those reasons I went to Microsoft. And you know what? I felt great going into work every day. That's way more important than a billion dollars.
Also, I'm a somewhat high net worth individual (nothing remotely in the Steve Jobs range). I'm lucky to be where I am, but the price of being a billionaire seems much too high for me.
You appear to be at peace with your decision. It is a much deserved peace.
Is it, though? I mean, don't get me wrong, happiness is very important, but we're talking about literally a billion dollars. You can use that type of money to do a shit ton of things, and virtually guarantee that your children, grandchildren, great-grandchildren etc. live very, very comfortable lives. Personally, given the choice, I'd gladly choose half a decade (or whatever) of absolute misery working for an asshole boss if it will net me a billion dollars in the end. Because for me, my own happiness is not more important than the happiness and comfort of those around me and those who come after me.
Many of us would. But that's hindsight.
The reality is, of those who try, most wind up working for the asshole boss with nothing to show for it at the end.
Besides the billion dollars or the fame, there is another question I've asked myself a few times when I've been in a speculative mood.
Steve was famous for his "bozo bit". You could be his greatest hero one day, and the next day he would flip the bozo bit on you and you were the scum of the earth.
When he told me "you couldn't possibly program these microcomputers, they are completely different from the mainframes you've worked on," what if I had pushed back and shown him they weren't so different and I could do a great job with them?
There's a possibility he would have learned from that experience, realized he was mistaken in his snap judgment, and improved his relations with other people he worked with.
Of course that may be wishful thinking. And being Steve, he probably still would have had a bozo bit. But maybe he wouldn't have flipped it so often! :-)
It only really takes about $50mm for that. (I guess it does depend a bit on the number of progeny you choose to have)
> ersonally, given the choice, I'd gladly choose half a decade (or whatever) of absolute misery working for an asshole boss
Some people quite literally kill themselves under such circumstances, so it really is a ymmv situation. (and I probably lean towards your side of the specrum)
I think that is naive. I've met quite a few people with large trust funds, and in every case I thought "Man, I am so glad I'm not them." Human joy and self-worth does NOT come about from being "comfortable".
It is not.
The same way as winning big in lottery usually leads to misery, the same way huge inheritances do not really make people happy.
It is better for your descendants to earn their wealth themselves (whatever that wealth would be).
Besides, Ferrari dealership owners, exotic dancers and cocaine dealers have kids too! They could use some of your money for their support!
It's just that you still don't want to hand over the money on a silver platter, it's better for people's character and pride to do some work to get it (e.g. build and sell a Ferrari to you)...
I really appreciate your comment. One friend of mine was interviewed and they asked about her experiences working with Steve, and she said something like, "you'll probably find that some people who've worked with him don't want to talk about it." Ouch.
See my reply to enraged_camel for some related thoughts...
Going a little off topic, I've always felt someone could make a decent sci-fi story from that: what would the world look like if everyone had the ability to irrecoverably alter a single decision from their past? Would it be wasted on trivial matter? Would it drive people crazy to have such uncertain power and never know if/when they should use it? Would people not use it out of principle?
To make up for it, you now have to go write that story.
You already have the title:
What If?
In fact, they had everything they needed to build a consumer computer. It was all better than what Apple had.
The thing we lacked was vision. We coulda been billionaires! We lacked a Steve Jobs.
But there's an enormous gap between that and knowing what to build, how to pull it all together to make a product, and sell that product. That takes vision.
I've enjoyed things that, when they became an obligation, I stopped enjoying. Though I think it says more about myself than the actual veracity of the quote.
The only job I truly loved was working with children, but there was no (financial) future in it. I didn't have to work, but I wouldn't have been able to live either.
Probably a combination of intrinsic to extrinsic motivation (http://www.spring.org.uk/2009/10/how-rewards-can-backfire-an... and https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/brain-trust/201403/new-...) and a sudden lack of control.
> The only job I truly loved was working with children
There's gotta be SOMEthing you can do there, maybe volunteer, tutor, whatever? I mentor'd an at-risk teen for a while, he ended up going off to college. If that is a passion you have, you should sneak it in there somehow. Maybe teach kids why Texas Hold'em No Limit is the greatest partial-information game ever invented by man? ;)
But(there always is one).
The pay is terrible. With my education and experience I could be easily making 2-3x what I make now, and I'm not even exaggerating. I've been told by multiple people that I have to be mad to work for such low compensation.
And yet. All my friends who make better money writing software almost universally hate their jobs, and their bosses. They live in nicer houses and drive better cars, but not a single one is proud of the product they help make. It's just another web app or financial product for them, it doesn't matter what it is or who it's for, as long as they get the money at the end of the month.
So now in the light of that statement - even if you find something that you can do as a job, you have to consider if it's worth the sacrifices(in my case, financial ones). At the moment, I feel like it is. But it doesn't mean I will always feel that way.
How photographers really spend their time : http://www.cambyte.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/piechart.j...
Having said that I'm sure, some people in some industries reach that dream but I can't think of any...
I think it's also important to distinguish something one is talented at doing vs what one enjoys doing. I grew up drawing regularly, out of pleasure, and believe I can still do it with some degree of skill, but for two decades now I haven't had any enthusiasm to pick it up again.
Perhaps people who agree with the quote are both talented at and enthusiastic about what they do.
On the flip side, sometimes I see a really happy person doing a "dead-end job", which also makes me wonder how much disposition plays into it.
But, sure, you still have to figure out your place on the market.
Then 4chan organized some raids and they lost a bunch of subscribers and panicked and backed-off the trademark attempt.
- The dopamine reward kind. E.g., food, sleeping around, alcohol. The dopamine response burns out eventually, and you're left with nothing.
- The deeper satisfaction kind. The sort reward I imagine a civil engineer gets, knowing he designed the bridge he drives across every day. I figure this one can last.
Additionally, I figure some people "love" the superficial parts. Who will love their job more, the game developer who is passionate about test automation, or the game developer who is passionate about video games?
I think in general to find that kind of enjoyment at your job, it's about the skillset you love to employ (Problem solving? People skills? Politics? Care?) and finding the jobs that fit that skillset, rather than trying to pick a job that associates with puppies because you love puppies.
"If the company goes poof, we are individually liable for the debts," Wayne explained. "Jobs and Wozniak didn't have two nickels to rub together. I had a house, and a bank account, and a car… I was reachable!"
I can see why, by then you get some financial stability and kids get older, a good amount of experience etc...
The whole VC thing seems to lead to a whole lot of pump and dump schemes. It, and going public, seem to lead to a whole lot of short term thinking.
Without that, it would be quite legal for the directors to take a whopping loan, pay themselves a whopping salary/bonus, then have the company go bankrupt without recourse to the bank. Rinse, repeat, profit.
That "repeat" part is where this plan goes off the rails. You can fool your creditors once, but then the word gets around.
He would definitely be rich, but there would have been a fair bit of dilution.
Definitely not true, since Apple was a corporation. Creditors can only "pierce the corporate veil" (and tap shareholder assets) where a corporation is a sham, which Apple certainly wasn't. I hope he had other reasons for walking away, since this one doesn't make any sense!
> A bank turned the two scruffy guys down for a loan and another computer parts store declined an equity stake in the new venture. “Finally Jobs was able to convince the manager of Cramer Electronics to call Paul Terrell to confirm that he had really committed to a $25,000 order,” says Isaacson. Terrell confirmed it and then Jobs got the parts on 30 days credit.
It's possible that Cramer Electronics would have asked for the loan to be personally secured, but it sounds like that would have been futile given the Steves' lack of other assets. I haven't read every story about early Apple, and would be curious to know whether they managed to finance operations this way, or if they indeed had to personally secure loans.
(This leads me to ask "Why?" - corporations are made specifically to shield principles from liability for corporate debts. But maybe it was a bit harder to incorporate in 1976 than it is now.)
"When they made Breakout for Atari, Wozniak and Jobs were going to split the pay 50-50. Atari gave Jobs $5000 to do the job. He told Wozniak he got $700 so Wozniak took home $350."
That said, were I in Woz or Job's shoes, I would have given this guy a big check at some point, as a thank you. Actually maybe Woz did--neither he nor Wayne seem like folks who would talk about such a thing if had happened. Not likely from Jobs though.
Imagine waking up every day knowing that you could have been a billionaire but for a single foolish decision, and having no way to get around that thought. You'd have a very poor quality of life indeed, even if you were perfectly materially comfortable. The fact that he cannot keep an Apple product hints at this; being confronted with a constant reminder would be too painful.
It's a subtle and useful lie to think of yourself or pretty much anyone else as being non-materialistic or enlightened enough as to cheerfully give up billions of dollars in wealth. No doubt if this person was given a second chance with foreknowledge, he would take the deal.
It's only afterward that we cry "sour grapes" in order to reduce our mental struggles to a manageable level.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_dissonance#.22The_Fo...
This was my takeaway. I have a very clear sense of how much is enough in my life. When I get there I'm going to quit my job, and be completely free to just take on work I care to do. I already enjoy the work I do, but I'd love to be fully in control of my own schedule.
But if that money came with power, a high profile job, I'd have to work a ton, have a ton of stress, change my lifestyle, my main social circles would have to be with other rich people, nearly all the attention I ever got would be from people I can't trust not to want something... just no. I'm happy now and that's not an equilibrium I want to upset. Nothing about the day to day lives of rich, powerful people seems like so much fun as to outweigh the negatives, which if you pay attention, seem to be many.
"The best life is one the gods don't notice."
Well, the other gospel anyway.
The photo of Woz & Jobs holding the circuit board. Woz looks like he's jumping for joy, loving every minute of it.
Jobs looks like a grump who couldn't care less and would rather be anywhere else but there. He looks so incredibly unhappy.
>In the early 1990s Wayne sold the original Apple company agreement, signed in 1976 by Jobs, Wozniak and himself, for $500. In 2011 the contract was sold at auction for $1.6 million.