I think that a certain level of obsession can actually be a good thing.
However, getting mad because you fear a google query may have given away your idea, is pretty unhealthy.
Coming from someone else it sounds even more ridiculous.. so funny.
Well, yes of course I've learned from this. But it's still scary because like I said, I never knew I could be like that. Who knows what other things I still don't know about me.