No doubt targeted operations exist, but unless you have good reason to believe you should be targeted (such as you having left the church of Scientology or a similar organization) then you aren't targeted.

Believing that you were randomly selected for a form of psychological terror that would take enormous resources from the attacker is a pretty clear sign you are delusional.

This is a group of people with mental health issues that unfortunately also self sustain by suggesting relatives are "in on it" and that seeking help is bad.