I guess that's what I'm confused about: when we start, the boxes we map our names to have nothing to do with the name in the box. Just because my cycle includes the box I got assigned to, doesn't mean that cycle includes the box with my name inside it. If my name maps to 89, then sure, I accept 89 is a LT-50 cycle, but why does it mean that that cycle actually contains my name (as opposed to the box we assigned me to)?