Edit: This book looks like a good candidate. :)
Edit: This book looks like a good candidate. :)
You really only need to know arithmetic to get started.
Use Anki to create flash-cards so that you learn faster and don't forget.
Also, manual calculation is fundamentally how you learn mathematics. Following along is a first step, but is not good enough to learn the material. You need to do the calculations and run into problems, so you can re-create the knowledge in your brain.
EDIT> Take Coursera's Learning How to Learn Course. It sounds flaky, but will accelerate all of your other learning, and help with procrastination as well.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjBOesZCoqc&list=PLZHQObOWTQ...
It's easier to relearn some of this stuff when you know what you don't know!