So relatable. I've struggled all my life with loneliness. I had up and down periods, but overall it is the biggest issue in my life.
I hope loneliness is over for me, now that I got married very recently. If you're wondering how that happened, it was a blind date setup by my aunt. I was lucky to meet someone that liked me, and had things in common with. I was really lucky that she still liked me even after she found out I had no friends, and pretty much no social life.
I hope you are able to fight your way out of loneliness.