Then you belong in the cubicle. Stay there until you are good. (Which won’t happen automatically, you have to put in the work.)
It's better to be excellent in one or two areas, especially ones your passionate about than solid across the board. If you suck at something and it's causing problems, that's a different story -- but don't get stuck on comparing yourself to others.
I wish I could downvote this comment. Please ignore it.