If you have a specific question I could answer it, but I think it ultimately boils down to the way I look at the world in general. I feel far removed from it, like I am borrowing someone else's human body and my "soul" (or essence, or whatever) doesn't have the experience of millions of years of evolution to back up my human DNA. It feels like I was dropped here by mistake, if that makes sense. I think everything can be extrapolated from that.

Not sure what it's caused by, but the whole thing is really apparent in social situations (which often include a lot of joking around). I never have been able to "sync up". My humor is scaled way way up, kind of like if you could hear God's laughter as he observes the universe, in the Russian style. It's not relevant to anything anyone cares about.

I hope that makes sense.