I'm 95% sure I'm not depressed, because I still feel positive and want to improve, but I'm just don't and let myself get worse.
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These are all things that I had been looking forward to for a long time, and they've brought me immense joy in 2018. I've definitely had end-of-year blues in the past, but this year I'm feeling really happy and satisfied!
I'll be taking the next few weeks off to TRY to relax, reflect, and gather my thoughts on the plan for 2019.