I think that anxiety or depression can be a factor. Because before programming was just a hobby for me. Now I'm doing a coding bootcamp where I pay about $100/month which is a lot for my family. I have a lot of pressure on me to be good to get a job, since I am going all in for a tech career. I am going to school in the day and doing the coding bootcamp at night and I'm learning from other sources too because I feel like I have to work 120% to be better than other to have a better chance finding a job.

I'm not sure. :(