Alternate reading -- the best way to extricate yourself from a dark web scam is to pose as a freelance security researcher as a hobby and turn on your co-conspirators. Explains why you have admin access to the the site and all its email correspondence when the police come looking for you.
“I got this stuff cause I’m a random security analyst, not cause I’m an admin for the site”
Because of John I may lose $4 million and go to jail for 20 years=lots of incentives to 86 John.
I think perhaps someone made up an origin, passed it on to you as fact, and you assumed that wiki would agree without checking?
http://www.oed.com/view/Entry/59996?rskey=44dnw9&result=1#ei... (paywalled, but your local library probably has a portal for you to view it)
"Monteiro says that, as he didn’t know his NCA contact’s full name and he didn’t have access to his devices while in custody, he could not immediately prove his dealings with the agency."