something like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAp4wmb6dpY
I thought if i go do something else, like other hobbies then once I come back I'll have fresh drive. It helped, but i still dont see any road leading to 'success', advantage, hope, etc.
maybe i've become more realistic? Huh? lol..
Seriously, unless you are thinking about taking the ultimate exit (In which case go and see a medical professional), what is there to be done but to try something else?
Have you tried getting a (I don't want to use this phrase) menial job, data entry, courier, cleaning? That can help you recalibrate what 'sucess' really means.
2) It resets your calibration for what success is. After a month typing data into a spreadsheet maybe supervising the team doing that looks like a nice step up? Maybe you would not have seen it as success before? Maybe after a few months you are running the next level up. Maybe then you see an opportunity for automation...
3) These kind of jobs are usually fixed hours. Everyone expects you to clock out and go home
4) Maybe you will find some parts of the job demeaning. Maybe that is the motivation you need.
Best of luck with it, whatever you decide to do