See this is what I mean. Is that bad?
Culturally we are forced to have those things but they aren't necessary.
My grandfather worked at a quarry for 50 years and came home every day to have dinner, a Budweiser, read a book and maybe tv.
His loved sitting outside and watching birds in the summer but I would never describe that as his "passion".
Seems boring but he was content and had a happy life.
I got a sense from your comment that you are "trying things" after feeling unsatisfied in an attempt to fix yourself.
Maybe there is nothing to fix and you need more time that's all.
Sorry, it sounds like you are arguing with me but I'm just trying to help.