I think I'm similar to you, in that I've been developing my own solution to manage the whole app lifecycle in a way that makes sense to me, with a library of (mostly) my own modules so I can reuse it across all apps I build.
At the same time, there's value in following "community standards", generic libraries and patterns that most people are familiar with. So, I'm a bit torn on creating my own patterns/utilties versus adapting existing ones that everyone's using.