No. "Something was missing" because a boss above my boss could come in at any time and make changes to the team, project, or anything beyond my control.
I can't tell you the number of times this has happened, where someone in a high position wants a ridiculous feature added to project I am working on..and I need to grit my teeth and add it.
The company can also be taken down a path I disagree with..with little or no option but to follow.
It's fine for many people to enjoy the comfort of a regular salary and benefits that simulates being part of a startup or owning their own company with little risk. But I want the real thing. Even if it means the potential that my decision will cause me to fail.
I pay for my own healthcare for my family (which isn't really that expensive) and opened my own retirement account. I have no set schedule for work and can work from anywhere with an Internet connection. I spent years working for other people and many more building the life I have now.
It has nothing to do with an emotional attachment when all of the things that I mentioned above actually happen. It's really about power. I want to remove as many people that have power over me as possible. This is true freedom.
It's like an animal being in a zoo that looks like their natural habitat and calling them 'free'.