Such as Mother Teresa, who allowed people to die in horrible conditions in hospices where patients were given insufficient food and no painkillers because "suffering makes you closer to god," and then went to a costly, fancy facility and took painkillers herself when it was her time to die.
>There's also countless medically and scientifically verified miracles.
This is absurd. Just because something happens that can't be fully explained by science with current knowledge and technology does not make it a religious miracle. Also, pretending that is true, how would that be evidence of you belonging to a denomination that is "real Christianity." Perhaps it was one of the other countless religions that try to falsely attribute things they don't understand to 'miracles'
>it's the only philosophy that truly lines up with real life experience
Satanism truly lines up with my real life experiences. Is that evidence that that is the true or real religion?
>But this is the only one that fully satisfied my intellectual mind without having to give up intellectual integrity.
You just said that you believe that there are medically and scientifically verified miracles, so I'd say this statement is false. How do you feel about dinosaurs? How old do you think the earth is?
>And finally, it's the only philosophy or religion that has ever fixed me
This I can understand and respect. IMO the rest of what you said is mostly brainwashing/indoctrination.