What can I do to make this better? I would really like to stop ruining earth but it does seem that there is a lot of momentum in that direction.
https://wildlandsnetwork.org/ https://rewilding.org/
You can also contribute to local and regional land trusts:
https://www.landtrustalliance.org/
If you own land, you can will it to a conservation land trust. Encourage friends that own land to will it to a land trust.
Have less/no children. Donate to family planning organizations.
and voting for the right people, but I don't believe much in politics for the moment, on this problem
You've a very sane reaction I want to say, I hope most people will do too as quickly as possible