> She told me my semester English paper was a total F. Thank god by my 20s I'd matured enough to stop making excuses
I remember being laser focused on grades, so concerned about my ability to deliver on the assessments that sometimes (Especially in those high credit load semesters) I would completely shirk the academic duty of seeking understanding if there was an easier equivalent to get the same grade. It became "I can read half of three books and synthesize a passable Frankenstein's monster".
It wasn't often that I sat down and focused on why this type of self-improvement (I was a good student, but not the greatest), the type of self-improvement which is only motivated by someone actually saying "This sucks" to your face and you trusting that they are telling the truth. I think the only saving grace was my lack of vision [0], ironically, as it forced me to do way more work which naturally forced me to apply myself more vigorously.
> I'm less and less convinced that human organizations can light kids up. We gotta come lit up and some hard knocks often helps get that fire started
For me, it was often my peers that aided in this. I took a few classes where it was much more focused on working as a cohort [1], and those situations connected me far more intimately with the material. I think one of the greatest parts of university that many of the incoming cohort will miss initially is the ability to form the type of peer groups in classes I was able to, which proved to be hugely impactful on my ability to learn the knowledge [2].
[0] two majors, done mostly sequentially in my 4 years at state school
[1] No curves are one example of the type of policy that facilitates this
[3] Or get research jobs, extracurriculars. Especially as as a first generation student who had no clue what they were navigating and a familial support system that did not have the expertise
This is rational behavior in mass education systems where grades are important for future success. It's an example of Goodhart's law in action, I suppose.
It was only in my late 20s that I came to understand the true purpose of writing essays, and why essays are so frequently used as a form of assessment. All through my actual education I focused on maximizing my grades while minimizing the effort I expended.
I've been meaning to write an essay on this subject for a while.
Once you get a job, your grades barely matter anymore. And after several positions and a few years in the field, no one is likely to ask for your transcript.
A fair distinction, yes.
> The student with lower grades may lose out on some opportunities, or only get access to them later, but if they've gained better understanding (while a student) of the material, they'll be better off in the long run than the person acing every test and homework, primarily by cramming and forgetting in a week.
I'd like to believe this, but I don't think it's true. Prestige, connections, and opportunity costs are too significant to ignore.
> Once you get a job, your grades barely matter anymore. And after several positions and a few years in the field, no one is likely to ask for your transcript.
True, but at a large enough company you'll participate in a performance review system in which you'll regularly be given a literal grade which influences your career trajectory. Goodhart's law comes into effect again.
Or, in picture form: imagining you start on the left of the graph and can move along the curve to the right, reality isn't like this:
Skills
required
^ -------
| /
| -------/
|--------------------> Salary
but rather, it's like this: Skills
required
^
| /\
| -------/ \------
|--------------------> Salary
And that little fence to cross is mostly looking at your grades, not actual understanding.