Absolutely not.
For real numbers:
> For 2019, the [Blue HELP] calculated the officer suicide rate at 22.4 per 100,000 population.[1]
...and that is an annual rate.
> Is there anything to indicate that these are instead murders in order to hide something?
No, there is nothing to indicate that.
[1] https://www.politifact.com/factchecks/2020/jun/24/facebook-p...