I'm healing from PTSD, I took two years off work and then the last nine months I just finished up my PhD in mathematical physics working part time. I'm still disabled in different ways, I get triggered by groups of people so I can't socialise very easily I'm kind of slowly reintroducing interacting with society.

I had an interview for a postdoc in my field last week and I'm waiting on whether I got offered a job or not, I think I'm quite likely to get it. I've got a consistent little voice in my head saying, "don't take it, don't have a job just spend your time on learning how to talk to people again and think about working later" but it seems kind of crazy, if I get offered the job it's everything I've worked towards for ten years.

I've been reading HN for about 6 months and I registered a few weeks back. I guess I'll probably going down some kind of tech route in a year or so if I don't get a position in academia.