> Just praying, you know like once you go from desperation to literally praying? And I’m not even religious.

To those that have been there, hat tip. You don’t know it until you do.

Live and death situation, you’ll become religious for a minute. I think the important thing isn’t sticking with the spur of the moment promises you make to your god however new they are to you, but rather remembering that feeling. At least that is the thing you can grow from.