Sweden is 62nd on a list of 180 countries on deaths per capita. We can argue back and forth like this but why bother? If you don't care what the studies say, your mind is made up, making discussion with you valueless - for you.
It's at about the same level as the counter argument regarding Sweden (which is one reason I made it).
Have a look through the studies I linked, you'll find several that perform rigorous analysis on a large number of countries, including in some cases specifically regarding excess mortality.
For example, have a look at Figures 2A and 2B from the following study. 38 countries compared by length of initial lockdown measures, versus per capita excess mortality for the period, and then the same measure compared across all states of the US:
https://www.nber.org/system/files/working_papers/w28930/w289...
This doesn't support the hypothesis that lockdowns reduce excess deaths.