I don't know why this comment feels like a punch in the face... I have severe ADHD, it's been getting worse and only medication helps, and I cannot get it.

I have failed my whole life, I cannot start shit, I cannot finish anything, I'm just an impulsive monkey who is unfortunately aware of their own situation, stuck inside a body, forced to watch a deadly trainwreck in slow motion.

The little I've achieved has taken me 10x as much time as it would've a normal person. And I'm pissing it all away anyway.

This is hell.

And then I see "everyone in my life is ADHD lolkek" "I'm happy".

Sorry. Glad your case is mild enough.