I have been like this for years, but all this time people thought I was making excuses to avoid getting a job or whatsoever.

Then of course, the pandemic hit us all and those who were judging me got hit the hardest; now they don't have the courage to look me in the eyes, because they drunk the glass of bitter water as we say in my language and know exactly how I feel.

I don't know whether it has something to do with age (80's kid here), but it's a common trait amongst those who are around my age; we can't handle too much information at once.

If you want to have a chat, let me know.