Obviously this is just a symptom. I chalk this up to spiritual emptiness, hedonism, and nihilism.
Basically me. Ran a few times as a candidate for political office.
Realized that trying to change things is a scam, so now I operate based on hook and crook.
You will find, if you talk to people, that the overwhelming majority believe that these ends are closely related, if not coextensive.
Spirituality can be a very strong motivation; it can also be a very temperamental one. Better to build futures on less fickle foundations.