Everywhere at the End of Time

The only music that I know with a (similar) fundamental emotional theme is the "Concierto de Aranjuez" by Joaquin Rodrigo.

It is supposedly structured around the loss of his unborn child.

It is quite beautiful.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Concierto_de_Aranjuez

"Rodrigo and his wife Victoria stayed silent for many years about the inspiration for the second movement, and thus the popular belief grew that it was inspired by the bombing of Guernica in 1937. In her autobiography, Victoria eventually declared that it was both an evocation of the happy days of their honeymoon and a response to Rodrigo's devastation at the miscarriage of their first pregnancy. It was composed in 1939 in Paris."

Thank you for recommending this... it's wonderful

This reminds me a lot of "I Am Sitting in a Room", a piece of process music that slowly goes from understandable, to vaguely inhuman, to alien, to something else. By the end if feels like, even though you heard every step along the way, you're listening to something that you were never meant to understand.

I absolutely love this.