I am outdoors 24/7 besides time in public food establishments, I bike 12-15 miles daily and am in good physical condition, I am starting a hackerspace, I speak to a therapist, and I have long since let go of past failures. I have done and still do hands-on jobs for food money.

A month or so ago, I was offered a prestigious cybersecurity job interview but declined. It would not be sustainable for me.

Very intense screen time gives me splitting headaches and I am generally unable to re-engage with coding.