why is that the case? in the many years since maths has existed - have educators...or just...people in general not thought that folks may want to learn this for themselves? it boggles my mind how much of this stuff is locked away and gate kept.
Imagine, e.g. trying to learn to play piano without a teacher. You could technically maybe do it but it would be 100x harder and you’d end up with a bunch of bad habits. But once you have the basics down you can learn new music on your own.
Proof-based mathematics is similar. There’s just a lot of technical, non-obvious stuff that you have to learn before you go off on your own.