http://quod.lib.umich.edu/cache/a/a/t/aat3201.0001.001/00000...
Look at the last line of 54:43. Then look at the page number. This isn't a joke. It's really how bad axiomatic mathematics is.
During my last year of high school and first year of college, I was fascinated by this stuff to the point that I couldn't think about anything else. After digesting Peano arithmetic, I moved on to Zermelo-Frenkel set theory (the "set theory" that we normally use is self-contradictory and therefore meaningless to a mathematician.) I worked through Godel's incompleteness theorem. I tried my best to understand non-Euclidean geometries. And a bunch of other stuff that I don't even care to remember now.
Soon, predictably, it started affecting my health. At that point, I broke down and gave up that shit for good. The stuff I do today is positively quotidian by comparison. But it makes me happy. Even now, I'm occasionally uneasy about living in a universe where we don't know (actually, can't know) if the continuum hypothesis is true or false. But I shove the thought quickly from my head.
The point of all this is to tell you guys that unless you really know what you're getting into, don't think too deeply about the meaning of proof :-)