Congratulations, you are just like every other human on the planet. We really need to stop passing off regular human traits as medical disorders.
>...I am so down in a hole...
which as another commenter said, sounds like depression.
Besides, medical diagnosis advances with time and better understanding, and some "regular human traits" turn out to be symptoms of problems we didn't previously understand. Yes, not everything is a disorder, but an argument that amounts to "in my day we just got on with it" isn't very helpful either.