Framing it is a revenge doesn't make sense for me. It's more like I'm asserting myself as a real person with interests, not just obligation fulfillment machine.
Revenge makes sense for me as I feel I'm "getting back" at the circumstances of my life for taking time away from me
I think it’s because it was translated from a Chinese expression. Probably the original had different nuances.
Asserting against whom? Your sleep?
Do you have some monetary interest the sufferers in this thread seeking vengeance? In this and other comments you are antagonizing people who take exception to the connotations of the English word revenge being part of the title.
If you feel like it’s revenge in your case, great, please leave the rest of us alone.