Death by Thomas Nagel (1970) [pdf]
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Mark Twain
> We are so high that we do not have to explain anything to anybody, either in this world or in the next. Annihilation has no terrors for me, because I have already tried it before I was born–a hundred million years–and I have suffered more in an hour, in this life, than I remember to have suffered in the whole hundred million years put together.
Look at his Autobiography for more context.
I retried on Google Books using quotes around a sentence and it finds [2] and [3]. I don't have access to these so I cannot check, if some can we could clarify part of the mistery. Project Gutenberg on Mark Twain [4]?
DDG find the oldest attributed to Mark Twain in 2004 [5].
Trying
[1] https://www.docdroid.net/XGv3aLm/the-god-delusion-pdf
[2] https://www.google.com.ar/books/edition/Mark_Twain_on_Religi... (Mark Twain 1906/2007 based on page results)
[3] https://www.google.com.ar/books/edition/The_Five_Boons_of_Li... (1902) (checked in Kindle search and it is not there, Google failed!).
[4] https://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/author/53 trying site:gutenberg.org "I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born" doesn't give any result.
[5] https://sorcerers.net/community/threads/high-level-abilities...
He’s not buying it because death is loss for the subject of the potential good experiences they would have had in life, which must postdate being born. If I understand him correctly, that is.
I’m not buying that argument either, because the subject is not able to experience loss - only anticipation of loss - whereas non-dead friends and family get the real thing. Death is only bad for those who love or need us.
PS Happy New Year
To me it sounds like you're claiming that it makes us nervous that death might not last, and somehow realizing that being alive in the first place being improbable makes that nervousness worse. How in the world that would be the case escapes me, so asserting it as obvious seems like...too few words here to achieve any insight.
I could be misunderstanding, so more words to clarify would be appreciated.
To me it sounds like you're claiming that it makes us nervous that death might not last, and somehow realizing that being alive in the first place being improbable makes that nervousness worse. How in the world that would be the case escapes me, so asserting it as obvious seems like...too few words here to achieve any insight.
I could be misunderstanding, so more words to clarify would be appreciated.
Stable nothingness is just modern-day materialist heaven. It's a coping mechanism that relies on your currently inexplicable conscious node of existence being the first and last across infinity/eternity.