> voluntarily handicapping my ability to profit off something completely legal
You are saying this is as if there were no other alternatives for you to employ your excess capital. This is certainly not true.
> some misguided notion (...) I would be saving a society that is far beyond salvation. I am not the main character in the world at large, I am not a savior.
I'm starting to hear this recently, usually thrown at me with the accusation of having Savior Complex with it, and I truly don't understand it. To me, the point is less about saving "society" and more about being able to sleep at night with a clear conscience, knowing that for all the shit that is going around in the world, my work is not doing things worse.
> I am just getting by life trying to do what I can that my wife and child are happy.
Honest question: have you ever talked with your wife about what how much material wealth do you need to be happy?