>It's been months I'm going to sleep hoping not to wake up.
Please don't do anything rash. It's not worth it. None of us actually know what the future holds.
Please don't do anything rash. It's not worth it. None of us actually know what the future holds.
But it really doesn't matter to me anymore what the future holds. I know I'll be unfit for it, that there will be no place for people like me in there.
There comes a certain point in life where everyone around you just looks in a different direction than you do, and when you cannot bring yourself to look in the same direction, you know you're finished.
Therefore, the best course of action is to not make any permanent decisions based on that faulty perspective.
There's innumerable people who have fit that criteria, didn't do it, and are thankful they didn't.
I sincerely hope you will be one of them.