That's ok OP, I think feelings like this are inevitable when working alone. Especially on long projects.

I wrote an article on the mental side of developing alone [0]. The gist of it is: You're racing against yourself when working alone.

You're the limiting resource, and so, whatever you're building has to account for where you're in life and how you're feeling.

Good luck!

[0] https://www.idiotlamborghini.com/articles/how_to_prevent_sta...