We’re all human, and have our issues. But your post does not make you come off as a professional or technically capable or reliable business partner. I don’t mean to be harsh, but just some candid feedback.
My suggestion is to take some time off to assess if you don’t have burnout.
That said, you were smart enough to get into medical school, and are a practicing doctor from what I can tell. My suggestion is to keep the stable income from your current job flowing, while working on your startup as a side project. It would make the most sense to jump over full time when you have something solid.
You can even use part of your current income to hire one full time software developer to work on something for you. Make sure you have a solid NDA or contract so they don’t steal any of your IP.
Sorry if anything I said made you feel bad, that wasn’t my intent.
Get some advice on the viability of your ideas, especially whether there are obstacles. (Competitors, locked-in markets, rules and regulations and so on.)
Be realistic about what you can effectively bring to the table. Everything else has to be farmed out.
Understand whether or not your idea requires immense scale/network effect, or can bootstrap and grow organically.
Just some ideas from a rat that did OK in the race.