Unluckily I do not have either of those. The never ending competition between society memebers for better position and more stuff to show sucked me in too, making me move for better places to compete others and do things much quicker and doing more things - in unit of time and overall too. All those moves made the collection of my books go way down to be a sad excuse of personal library. It is a short shelf. The same cruel race took time away from reading too. I should have enjoyed life more than participating this stupid and on the end futile race called career. Let others trying to disrupt the f world along pretentious figments. It did not worth it, not at all. What worths to live for is elsewhere. Partly in reading books and having a good personal library.