I have no short term advice, sorry.

An observation: given your description of recent history, it might be best for you if you ran your own business. In other words, create your own job. Maybe that's freelancing, maybe running a service, or maybe something not even internet or tech related.

Maybe iOS apps will get you that, if you're lucky or really good, but I think most people don't make much on apps. If you do, great, not trying to discourage you.