Not everyone is that fragile.
A lot of people would assume that their odds of being involved in two crashes are basically zero and go on working.
A lot of people would assume that their odds of being involved in two crashes are basically zero and go on working.
Their odds?! These are crew members. They likely looked a good number of these people in the eye and interacted with them before seeing them all violently killed in front of them. That's a profoundly traumatizing experience.
Additionally, our brains aren't wired for odds. A veteran is unlikely to be hit by artillery in the US, but that doesn't stop them having PTSD episodes when fireworks go off.
How bad must it be for you?