It's extremely odd to consume free and open source software in any capacity and just not have cultivated the understanding and desire to improve all of the things you touch. It's one of the worst trends in programming.
Imagine a world were every tool you used including your programming language cost money, and you had to spend 5000$ a month just to be a developer, and any bug you encountered could only be solved through a support ticket. That's my idea of a terrible nightmare, and why I wouldn't touch something like IDEA with a 10 foot pole.