I could never figure out the attraction of all this occult nonsense. If it works go empirically prove it, if not just cut our the wishy-washy BS involving the waving around of swords, casting spells or spelling magic with a 'k'.
Don't worry, I used to think like this as well, but I'm glad I got out of it. No judgment intended.
Occult is nonsense, if it does the kind of manipulation of reality it's supposed to do, then go prove it.