"we don't know, we just have theories" is some false humbleness, though. We do know a bunch of stuff, we know for example that exceeding the speed of light breaks causality. Can it be done? Well, it could, it would just break causality.
> "I was a believer from the first chapter." I haven't read the said book, but it looks like to me that you just want to believe, as you said yourself, something different.
Go look on Wikipedia what Solipsism is, seems you're headed that way already.