Can you theorise on why you are not (less?) affected by the addictive elements of benzos? I'm not here to doubt, rather to ask: What are you doing differently? Are you someone with (insanely) high self-control... so you can back off if you feel the pressure of addiction?
I don't think self control has anything to do with it. Part of it is probably genetic -- I don't have a family history of addiction but a lot of people do.
The other part is I use them for a reason, I like having them available for that reason, and honestly I don't find them that fun to take outside of those reasons. I just feel kinda drunk.
But they definitely create "dependence," which is very different and comes with proper user of them.
The meds can change one's life for the better and do so for millions. But they have to be used to treat a problem, not to get high.