Is it specifically the you you or your country and the higher empire that your country is allied to. Everybody has a personal agenda but when a population elects people and allies with other nations then they select a leadership to do their bidding. When a coalition goes bombing and financing wars then their citizens have a hand in it. These countries may have critics from within but your view point is washing the wars to make yourself sound like a holy victim and the victims as the guilty party.
I am neither Russian or a Russian troll, the fact your rants show your own color and it is a smoke screen to hide your own agenda. Not only that, in our timeline it is the right wingers that pump that type stuff who are allies of Russian aka Trump aka Musk aka German rightwing aka EU centered rightwing coalition.