1. I want to try stuff my own.
2. Then I want an expert to step in.
3. The expert should teach me how to improve the stuff I already started.
4. And now the important part: I need to understand why/what makes it better.
5. Teach my how to "think" like a pro.
There is a gazillion of tutorials and stuff out, but what I am missing the most is fixing the gap between what is going on in my head vs. what is going on in the head of the teacher.