I am sorry to the down voters, but my reading of the OP is he has some concerns that people will read his code and mock, criticise or otherwise downgrade his work or abilities. And I wanted to encourage him (her?!) to get over that.

Trust me every time I commit I should scrounge more, imscan every word of a comment for signs of sarcasm, I still do it, I still hate it and I have become a better coder for the feedback frommthe work I pit out there. The benefits have outweighed the costs