I certainly agree with that part of your statement.
I have a hard time thinking about moving on to a new competition, this one has left such a bad taste in my mouth. Maybe time will change my mind, but certainly not happening any time soon.
A bit of my background - I referee futbol (or as we call it, soccer). Every game, I try to give my best performance to the players. Sometimes, I make bad calls. The score is still the score.
Obviously, you're pretty damn good. Your competitors deserve to compete against you. Cheating is unfair. Mistakes aren't. Play long enough and it all evens out. At least statistically.
Good luck.