Of course, you never know how much you'd miss a thing until its gone. In this case, I didn't even know it was a thing before it started fading away.
I'd certainly let my brain be zapped to get this superpower back.
Of course, you never know how much you'd miss a thing until its gone. In this case, I didn't even know it was a thing before it started fading away.
I'd certainly let my brain be zapped to get this superpower back.
I have lost it and it is something I would like to get back.
Many were tied with sleep paralysis, which didn't give me the fear that most people associate with it. Sometimes I could extract my preceptual self from my body and experience walking around the room in a weird lucid dream world. All while simultaneously being aware of my pysical body lying in bed.
I would love to have those dreams again.
Or just fly away through the window ;)
I feel sleep paralysis and lucid dreaming are deeply linked phenomena.
As an aside, because of being a naturally lucid dreamer, nightmares confuse me and on the rare event I have them -- once or twice a decade -- they freak me out a lot more. That absolute loss of control of one's subconscious mind is near unfathomable to me. I can remember being six or seven and my sister telling me about a nightmare she had and me being absolutely confused about them; the thoughts of being injured in a dream was just something that happened in movies.
So when I gain "control", the initial scenario is set. Sometimes, it's quite a fascinating "twist" on recent real-life events. Other times it's Alice and the Wonderland style craziness.
Often I think I'm in a partially Lucid dream. I know I'm dreaming, I can mostly do what I want (including completely changing the scenario) but I am also not in control of everything that happens, particularly what characters appear or what they say/do in response to me. It's a bit like living in an alternative universe.
The strangest aspect is how realistic the characters are, particularly the real-life people. I'll be talking to a friend, and get a conversation that is so like that person that I'll often forget that it was said in a dream. This has led to some strange real-life conversations, lol.