That being said, a Chinese company named Wicked Lasers has been manufacturing and selling highly portable and relatively powerful handheld lasers at very reasonable prices - a lightsaber-like design for a few hundred dollars. By even their most powerful 1.2W laser will barely burn through cardboard and has no real functional use beyond showing off to friends. It will however blind someone permanently up to 9 miles away and even flashing it in the sky will land you in federal prison pretty quickly. There's also a good chance it gets stopped by customs during shipment as lasers fall in a grey area from a legal perspective.
These aren't toys - then can very easily maim someone unintentionally from a huge distance, even if wearing proper eyewear. Light can be reflected off a raindrop and blind you faster than your eye can even blink, literally. I strongly advise doing some research and if still interested, pursue this hobby in an academic or lab setting, if at all.